I’d like nothing more than to write a letter to you people, and really tell you everything.
I’d tell you that what you say and think and do, has no effect on my life. I’ve only recently realized this, and it definitely came with not having to live right on top of you anymore, but its a freeing thing. You literally mean nothing to my life. I cannot make you understand this, that no matter what you say behind closed doors (though loudly enough to make sure I can hear) or post online about things that have nothing to do with you, I will not let these things affect me.
I’d also tell you that how I live my life from here on out, is MY choice. You’re lack of effect on me, whether in past occurrences or not, are nonexistent. I know more than you think, and I understand far more about my own relationship then you ever will, so please stop trying to be anything in this life of mine.
The most important thing I want you to understand, though, is how deeply I pity you. How incredibly sorry I feel that you think this is a life worth living. Our “friendship” was obviously built upon lies and deceptions, but I want to make it very clear that that was the only relationship in my life that was. You do not control anything, even though you all tried so hard to ruin the best thing I have. It’s quite pathetic, and I truly hope you all realize this. I want you to know that I pray every night that you all mature and grow out of this, and will one day understand the true happiness that I have found. The kind of happiness that takes a lot more then petty jealous girls doing disgusting things to break up.
